How Could I?

How could you ask me not to fall when falling is the only thing that feels right in the most awkward and most unlikely situation?

How could you ask me not to fall when holding your hand is the only thing makes me feel alive?

How could you ask me not to fall when your hugs and kisses are reason enough for me to smile even in my dreams?

How could you ask me not to fall when having you around is reason enough to believe that I am one with this world?

How could you tell me that I am special when you have that ring around your finger and the other belongs to someone else?

How could I have been able to bear the moments wherein we go out and I keep myself from being too close to you since the world knows how wrong it was to be together out in the open? (much more when we are alone together)

How could you tell me that you were hoping for something between us when at the end of the day, we both know how things will end? - you with your man and me all alone.

How could I have been able to ride this carousel with you when we both know it'll get us nowhere?
We would end up the same place we were at, before and after the ride, no matter how beautiful the ride was.