The night was long. I think I had one drink too many. Had a blast though. Went out with old buddies, had a great time together, drinking, getting crazy on the dancefloor; reliving the good old times.
When I opened my room, I knew there was something different. The bed was fixed. My pillows were cleanly tucked at the corner of the bed with my little shooter, a cute stuffed-toy given by a friend. The rags I left on the floor were now put away. Things were a little neater.
Somehow, I wasn't surprised. I knew who did those things. I saw it coming yet I didn't want it to happen; maybe one of the reasons I went out in the first place, to try and avoid the things that are about to come forth me.
And there it was, a letter on top of my computer, held by a little USB thingy I bought at the office. As if life simply wanted to mock me, just as how cleanly the room was left, my life would turn out to be a complete mess.
I knew what it was for. I never bothered to read it. I just threw it out. All I ever had the chance to read was 'Goodbye' written at the very end of the letter and nothing more.
I guess it is better that way. So much have been said. So many questions that were answered with lies. What would ,make this letter be any different? If what was written there was the truth this time, I guess I don't want the truth anymore since it would never really matter. Maybe this time the truth would hurt more than the lies.
Sometimes I wonder what was written there but the good thing is I wouldn't have any way of finding out. Everything will remain a mystery... even to me.
24 August 2009
16 August 2009
Magic
I believe in magic.
I believe in the fact that waking up every morning and feeling the sun’s warmth is magic.
I believe that being able to smile and laugh at even the shallowest of all jokes is magic.
I believe that being able to smell the sweetness of a flower’s scent is magic.
I believe how songs inspire us, make us sing, make us smile, make us cry;– is magic.
I guess believing is all there is to it.
I believe in the fact that waking up every morning and feeling the sun’s warmth is magic.
I believe that being able to smile and laugh at even the shallowest of all jokes is magic.
I believe that being able to smell the sweetness of a flower’s scent is magic.
I believe how songs inspire us, make us sing, make us smile, make us cry;– is magic.
I guess believing is all there is to it.
Past Present Future (ver 2.0)
There are three (3) types of people in this world. The Past, The Present and The Future.
The Past people are the type of people who thinks that the “back then” was always better than now. These people have a strong resistant to change. They like songs of the past, like songs of the 70’s, 80’s and the 90’s more than Lady Gaga, Kelly Clarskon, Paramore, Black Eyed Peas and the like. Classic Rolls Royce would be there taste compared to fire red Ferrari. These people tend to work hard to redeem themselves from unfavorable circumstances in the past. Every decission, every move, is meant to mend something in the past. They also bank on working hard to achieve something they had in the past; maybe lost or something that they want to keep because it brings them joy and happiness, and bring it to 'present time'
The Present people are the ones living in the “now”. These people savor every moment they have. These people can mostly be seen chewing there food as slowly as they can. Making sure that they lather the food all over their mouth making sure that they get to savor every bit of taste the food has. They tend to eat in little bits rather than big chunks. There is no need to rush since the only time is now and will forever live in “now”. They regard every second as a blessing, worthy of every bit of attention for they will never be able to experience the same even if they get to live again. Every breath is worth taking time to inhale and exhale. Every scent is worth the time comprehending and enjoying especially if it’s a sweet scent of flowers from your very own garden in the backyard.
The Future person is the person who looks ahead. His decisions are mostly in anticipation of something much bigger and greater in the future. These are, most of the time, the hard driven people. Career is important since it will distinguish who they will be and what they have in the future. Time seems to pass by so quickly; so many things to do with so little time, or at least that is how they see it.
So which are you?? ^_^
The Past people are the type of people who thinks that the “back then” was always better than now. These people have a strong resistant to change. They like songs of the past, like songs of the 70’s, 80’s and the 90’s more than Lady Gaga, Kelly Clarskon, Paramore, Black Eyed Peas and the like. Classic Rolls Royce would be there taste compared to fire red Ferrari. These people tend to work hard to redeem themselves from unfavorable circumstances in the past. Every decission, every move, is meant to mend something in the past. They also bank on working hard to achieve something they had in the past; maybe lost or something that they want to keep because it brings them joy and happiness, and bring it to 'present time'
The Present people are the ones living in the “now”. These people savor every moment they have. These people can mostly be seen chewing there food as slowly as they can. Making sure that they lather the food all over their mouth making sure that they get to savor every bit of taste the food has. They tend to eat in little bits rather than big chunks. There is no need to rush since the only time is now and will forever live in “now”. They regard every second as a blessing, worthy of every bit of attention for they will never be able to experience the same even if they get to live again. Every breath is worth taking time to inhale and exhale. Every scent is worth the time comprehending and enjoying especially if it’s a sweet scent of flowers from your very own garden in the backyard.
The Future person is the person who looks ahead. His decisions are mostly in anticipation of something much bigger and greater in the future. These are, most of the time, the hard driven people. Career is important since it will distinguish who they will be and what they have in the future. Time seems to pass by so quickly; so many things to do with so little time, or at least that is how they see it.
So which are you?? ^_^
How Could I?
How could you ask me not to fall when falling is the only thing that feels right in the most awkward and most unlikely situation?
How could you ask me not to fall when holding your hand is the only thing makes me feel alive?
How could you ask me not to fall when your hugs and kisses are reason enough for me to smile even in my dreams?
How could you ask me not to fall when having you around is reason enough to believe that I am one with this world?
How could you tell me that I am special when you have that ring around your finger and the other belongs to someone else?
How could I have been able to bear the moments wherein we go out and I keep myself from being too close to you since the world knows how wrong it was to be together out in the open? (much more when we are alone together)
How could you tell me that you were hoping for something between us when at the end of the day, we both know how things will end? - you with your man and me all alone.
How could I have been able to ride this carousel with you when we both know it'll get us nowhere?
We would end up the same place we were at, before and after the ride, no matter how beautiful the ride was.
How could you ask me not to fall when holding your hand is the only thing makes me feel alive?
How could you ask me not to fall when your hugs and kisses are reason enough for me to smile even in my dreams?
How could you ask me not to fall when having you around is reason enough to believe that I am one with this world?
How could you tell me that I am special when you have that ring around your finger and the other belongs to someone else?
How could I have been able to bear the moments wherein we go out and I keep myself from being too close to you since the world knows how wrong it was to be together out in the open? (much more when we are alone together)
How could you tell me that you were hoping for something between us when at the end of the day, we both know how things will end? - you with your man and me all alone.
How could I have been able to ride this carousel with you when we both know it'll get us nowhere?
We would end up the same place we were at, before and after the ride, no matter how beautiful the ride was.
Forbidden I
The first sight of her face in the morning made Eric thought that he doesn't need to be in heaven to see an angel. Heaven is a place on earth as long as he gets to see her and be with her, even for just a little bit of time. He knows things are wrong. He knows things aren't supposed to be, for some very obvious reason.
As he marveled at God's great creation, whose name is April, right beside him in bed she slowly opened her eyes and gave a smile as beautiful as the sun's light rushing into the room through the blinds as if telling you that no matter how you prevent it, it always finds its way into your heart making your day as beautiful as sunshine.
She gave him a kiss and hugged him tight. As if being with a divine creation was not enough, he even had the chance to feel its skin against his making his morning all the more greater and better. "Good morning angel.", Eric said.
This is not the first time for them to be together yet every chance they can feels like the first time, even better by the day; a feeling he would never get tired of; a feeling that he hopes to be his forever for he knows that wishing for it to be forever is the only thing that he can do. Never to become a reality because his angel has a golden ring around her finger and the other pair of it does not belong to him.
As he marveled at God's great creation, whose name is April, right beside him in bed she slowly opened her eyes and gave a smile as beautiful as the sun's light rushing into the room through the blinds as if telling you that no matter how you prevent it, it always finds its way into your heart making your day as beautiful as sunshine.
She gave him a kiss and hugged him tight. As if being with a divine creation was not enough, he even had the chance to feel its skin against his making his morning all the more greater and better. "Good morning angel.", Eric said.
This is not the first time for them to be together yet every chance they can feels like the first time, even better by the day; a feeling he would never get tired of; a feeling that he hopes to be his forever for he knows that wishing for it to be forever is the only thing that he can do. Never to become a reality because his angel has a golden ring around her finger and the other pair of it does not belong to him.
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I do hope that the time you will be spending in this page is going to be worth every tick and tock of your clock.
Please do feel free to send feedbacks at terrie995@gmail.com.
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